阴天的星期天

新的学期才开学两个星期已经忙到不行
一开学就要想assignment要怎么做，要找partner和group member
想到找partner就想到shuyee的脸
当老师说要group work的时候，她就对着我阴笑
看到她的脸，我就知道她做什么了
hahahahahahaha

这个学期过得很赶
因为是 short sem
短到每天都在和时间赛跑
顿时，很舍不得我的肥哥哥
这个星期五，他就离乡背井到外国去工作
虽然很舍不得，但是为了他的前途，也得让他去了
gor, 我们见面的机会就更少了，要记得想我哦 T.T

今天早上还说要做功课
结果，我在写blog, 听歌 XD
现在的心情根本没有mood做功课
我的心在家里，在担心我可怜的老三
生病了一个月多还是没有老样子
这边看，那边看都没有好转
老哥，你到底是什么病啊??
赶快好起来吧~
我们一家人都很担心你啊
我还是比较习惯满天跑的你啊
没有窝在家睡觉吃药，根本不像你做的事情
我亲爱的老天爷，希望你可以保佑我三哥赶快好起来
好让我的肥哥哥安心出国， please.......
妈妈，你在天上也要保佑哥哥平平安安，健健康康

久违了，我的部落格

我亲爱的部落格，你最近还好吗?
我知道你寂寞了，因为我抛弃你几个月了
现在，我又回来你身边啦~

这几个月的生活，有风浪也有平静，经验也增加了不少
上个学期因为功课的原因，每个星期都准时报到
自从上次之后，就没有上来了

这个学期，真的让我喘不过气来
不但功课沉重，也面对一些人际关系上的问题
问题真的天天都多，能做的就是解决问题
有时候，有些事情，你觉得是在你控制的范围之内
后来才知道，原来不是所有事情都是由你来决定的
有时候，我真的不知道自己是那么的霸道或管制
人总是要撞板了，才会醒觉过来
要不是我无意间看到他的部落格
我也不知道我把他逼得这么紧
我一直以为，只要我一直阻止和压制着他的坏习惯，就是为他好
原来我错了，真的很对不起
你真的很厉害，尽管我多么霸道和强硬
你都可以忍受我的脾气
对不起，我平时不该对你要求那么多
每次看到你在工作上遇到什么困难或压力
我都不知道该怎么鼓励你，替你分担，反而增加你的负担

我知道你很疼爱我
我从以前就希望能找到一个很疼爱我的男朋友
如今，我的愿望真的实现了
谢谢你，为我付出怎么多
但是，我该怎么做才能弥补回我的不是
我不想只有你在付出，只有你在照顾我
这一刻，觉得自己很自私
因为常常要求你要对我更好一些
你真的有做到了，但是我就像那些只会讲不会做的人
顿时觉得自己真的很差劲，很倔强
明知道你对我唠叨，是为我好，担心我
但我每次都把它当耳边风

也许我真的不该把你管得那么紧
让你透不过气
对不起宝贝，我每次都以为自己很了解你
原来我不是，谢谢你一直以来对我的包容
我会让自己学着对你放松
也许，你该乘我不在的这几个星期
让你自己好好放松一下，好好享受你原本想要的生活

谢谢你总是那么迁就我
现在，是我该学习怎么去包容你和迁就你
对自己说声加油吧~
希望以后的生活，都有你陪伴着我

Health fair

first time working in health fair

I was working for the chinese medicine booth

our booth is offering free consultation for people

which means the doctor will read the pulse to check one's body health

people may consult the doctor for free too

after the fair, I realised still a lot of chinese people do not know about chinese medicine

when I tell them the doctor checking through reading the pulse 

their expression were very surprise and shocked

especially Chinese people 

isn't the chinese medicine appears thousand years ago already?

for me, this is a very general type of diagnostic method 

even some movies did show about chinese medicine

hmm..is the chinese medicine has low awareness or those people lack of knowledge?

Time

Time flies very fast
the speed is unpredictable
when beginning of the semester
I feel that there is still long way to end this semester
who knows....
there are only 2 weeks left for this semester
then we will begin our final examination
the best thing is I haven prepare for the final yet!
and I feel most of the students haven start revision until the last minute
well, this phenomenon happen on every semester
even thought always tell myself dont do this again next sem
but, I did it again eventually
I always tell myself to appreciate time
because time is priceless and we cant go back to the past
time is valuable but cant buy with money
a minute can do a lot of things
a minute might can change the world or save a life

Talk

I went for a talk last Friday

the talk is organised for assignment purpose

which is the journalism subject

the speaker is a professor from our university

from the beginning till the end 

I could not get a single point he said

I wonder is my hearing barrier or not

my friends beside dont understand what he said too

that time my mind pops up 

this assignment is going to die soon

and I also going to fail soon

Oh my goodness

Now I can really feel to become a reporter or journalist is not easy

Good luck for myself =(

Father, my hero

I went for movie with classmates last week

we watched the movie " The Croods"

its a cartoon about a family which lives in stone age

I remember the most, the father, Grug is very great

he always be the last person to make sure none of his family member is left behind

he is very strong and brave

his job is to protect his family and make sure they are always safe

when I was watching, I remind of my father

for me, my father is a superman

he can do anything for us

he is not only my father but also my mother

he does all the houseworks and cook for us

he is big and strong

just like the superman always protects people from danger

he one man take care of we four siblings 

this is not an easy task at all

he needs to earn money and take care of us in the same time

I wonder how he could did this by his own

Daddy, you are my super hero! 

Love you :)

OrphanCARE

There was an Orphan Care event which organised by our university's students last Wednesday
the tree on board is made from about hundred pieces of heart shape papers
there are words and phrases written on the paper by those supporters

those children or babies whom been abandoned are very innocent
people always said, children are pillars of country's future
I feel this is very true
after we get old, we need next generation to continue our work in future
without them, this country or nation will be no future
for example, a tree grow from a seed
without the seed, there will be no tree in this world
throwing a baby or child away, is like throwing a seed of hope away
please appreciate this precious gift from God =D

Weird weather

Finally the rain comes!!
the weather recently is so so HOT!
it started to hot from 2 weeks ago
early in the morning still can feel the heat of yesterday
when wake up from sleep, I can feel my body is sweating
after class, I wanted to go out for lunch
the sun outside hot until like burning people's skin
and everybody don't want to go out anymore
while I'm burning because of the weather
I received photos from my brother in Whatapps
He told me our home town has raining non stop for 3 days
and flood in the my home town
I wonder what is going wrong with the weather nowadays
here sunny until burn people while there rains so badly
because of weather, people get sick easily
man's health not only affected by diseases
weather has the power to attack man's health too
we should take care and maintain our body health all the time
water is the best medicine for everybody in this 'good' weather
Everyone, take care~!

Racket

what first come to your mind when you see this racket?
for me, my mind will appear a thought that why toy racket nowadays so long and high quality already
because the racket we bought previously is short and easy to break
but this is not a toy racket
it is a mosquitoes racket
I wonder how the designer will thought of using the concept of racket to kill mosquitoes
this racket is very useful and easy to function
not only can kill mosquitoes but also can kill flies
now we no need to chase here and there to kill the insects
this racket function by using battery
it is rechargeable and easy to carry
moreover,this racket can be used to do some exercise
we can wave here and there to exercise our hand and wrist
not only exercise our finger everyday ;D

Teddy

this teddy is a present from my friend

it is my good partner

because it always accompany me when I am playing computer

it is not an ordinary teddy

it has it's own function

for example, after we use mouse for a period of time

our wrist will feel tired and pain

this teddy can place under our wrist to support the wrist

so that we can continue playing computer comfortably 

Apart from that, teddy can help us to do some cleaning 

sometime, dust or dirt will stick on the computer screen

teddy can act as a cloth to wipe it away

moreover, teddy is washable 

so that we can use it again and again 

Games

Everyone plays games
no matter young, adult or old one
I started to play games when I was 5 or 6 years old
I remember that time I was playing Street Fighter with my brother
the fighters in the game have many powers
games is so attractive
until make people addicted with it
there are a few news about people died because of games
they play games non stop for 3 days
eventually died in front of the computer

For me, games is just a kind of entertainment
it has its advantage and disadvantage
the advantage is to cure our boredom and relax while stress
disadvantage is you will addicted with it
people should not play games too often
because you will abandon your work
and wasting more time to do other things which is more important than playing games

Reunion dinner!

Finally, the day has come
during Chinese New Year eve
everyone has to eat reunion dinner with their family
This is our Chinese tradition
means every family member come back and reunion
me and family went to eat our reunion dinner at a restaurant
one of the dish was roasted chicken

this chicken very special
because it can stand still on the plate! wow~
a chicken not only will lay on the plate
but also stand on the plate when serve
is like want to stand up and walk or dance! Hahahaha
sadly the chef chopped down it's head
if not it will be really a live chicken standing on the table! hohoho

The toys

when looking back to those past photos

I found this picture in my photo album

There are 3 characters but I only know one of them is Santa Claus

These toys are made from card paper

during the time I got that paper

I have an urge to throw it away 

Look in seriously, that paper can become a toy!

paper is not just for us to write and fold

it can be make toys and handicraft too

they are nice and cute 

people can take it to decorate our home or to keep it as toys collection

Apart from that, some people can give to their children 

so that they no need to buy extra toys for their children! 

It is so eco friendly =)

Money

is the end of the month
which is the time with empty pockets
because days come to the end
is also the time money spend till the end

money can be spend easily but cannot be earned easily
some people spend money like water
keep going out without counting
For me, I cant do the same thing because I have limited money
If the money can be photocopy and been used
then I surely can spend money like pouring water
spend as many as I want
but.....
this is IMPOSSIBLE to happen
this only can happen in my dream~

Human, complicated

Finally new semester starts
as usual, we have to  divide into groups for assignment purpose
working in a group is not easy
because different people has different opinion or thoughts
most of the people will stick to their group of people
with their own friends only
for those who always alone or small group of people
they have to join others group
sometime stick to own group doesn't mean can work very well with each other
human needs communication very very much
if the group member does not communicate with each other
then a lots of problem will appear
sometime may cause misunderstanding between people too
human is so complicated
because we have different identities play different characters

Welcome back, Uni Life!

3 weeks of holidays

really not enough for me to rest my mind

not only me, is totally not enough for all Utarians
but no choice, because we study at UTAR
people always says, university life is awesome
but I think school time is always awesome!
when I was primary, I will always remind of kindergarden
when I was secondary, I will miss primary school time
now I get on university, I miss my kindergarden, primary and secondary school so so much!
school life can be very colorful also can be dull
of course, we have to always be positive thinking
therefore, our life will be full of colors
make our life more interesting
Apart of that, our results also can pass with flying colours! haha~
welcome back, uni life!
Fighting~

唉!

Wow! 原来我有三个月没有写blog了 >.<
唉，这个学期很空闲
因为我只报读了两个科目
时间表变空闲了，人也变得懒惰了
我就是个好例子
不想浪费时间，想去工作可是又没有着落
偏偏就是星期五有科!
要不然我早就可以接很多临时工了
看到很多想买的东西，可是又不行
因为我没有钱
上个月，把电话弄坏了
修理也要花上六百块
唉！我以前连不到三百块的电话都不舍得买
可是现在却花了六百块在修理罢了
我最不喜欢就是欠别人人情或金钱
偏偏你又硬要出钱去修理
难道迟点修理不能的吗？
唉！越是没有钱，花的钱越是更多
天啊~ 你难道真的要这样作弄我吗？
有时候觉得，以前单身的生活很好过
因为自由自在的，虽然没有一个固定的人在你身边守护你
但是，不管做什么都没有人管你
也不需要看别人的脸色做人
在这里，虽然拥有的东西比以前多了
但是负担却更大了
以前以为反驳了爸爸意愿要我当护士
还以为可以自由地选择自己想要做的东西
谁知道？唉
现在我才20岁，但是过的生活不像20岁的女生
我以前最爱的羽球呢？ 我好久没有和它约会了
是我疏远它了，还是我不再喜欢打球了？
唉!
我还是一个小孩，但是偏偏要担任一个成人的角色
我现在过的，是我自己的生活吗？
以前喜欢和朋友大吵大闹的我？又去了哪里？
难道人就不能自私一点，只过自己想要的生活吗？
想说自己想说的话？
想做的事？
走自己想走的路？

失败中的失败

这个星期真是个让人喘不过气的一个星期
大学和大学预备班的分别真的很大
功课，人与人，环境， 还有很多很多
我在修着的科系是communication
很讽刺的，在我所面对的事情中
最大问题就是沟通
这一个学期的功课，是有史以来做到最差最不好的一次
所谓group assignment，讲究的就是teamwork
很抱歉，很内疚
因为我没有表现好
这次，也让我察觉到自己的实力到底有多少
自己也看到，别人和自己的差别在哪里
有人说：别拿别人来和自己比，因为人比人，会比死人
这句话也有它的道理所在
有时候适当的比较是对的
因为相比之下，能让自己知道自己的优点和弱点在哪里
有弱点就该乘机会去改进，增进自己
我是很需要人们提点与指导
很可惜的，在我身边却没几个
今天我向个朋友说明这个问题
他说得对，这一次做得不够好，就在下一次做得更好
人是要从错误中学习才会成长
我发现我和狗狗可以做好朋友
因为我也是要大便才来挖洞
这次真的是糟糕到不能再糟糕
我到底是在做什么

今天和朋友一起上课
看同学的presentation
到最后的视频打动了我
我的眼泪没有问过我的允许就冲了出来
能我让流泪的事物没有多少
最容易的就是我老爸
那个视频讲述一个聋哑的爸爸和唯一的女儿相依为命
为了女儿，不惜一切地付出
爸爸努力赚钱让女儿读书，不让宝贝女儿饿肚子
女儿生日时还准备了蛋糕帮她庆祝
但是女儿在学校被同学取笑爸爸是聋哑的
因为为爸爸打包不平，于是和同学起了争执
女儿在学校被同学欺负，都没有向爸爸埋怨
因为她不想让亲爱的爸爸受伤害
最后，她因为承受不到压力而选择了自杀
爸爸为了抢救女儿，愿意把自己的房子买出去
因为他只有这唯一的女儿，不能失去她
这段片深深打动了我
顿时让我想马上冲回家抱着爸爸嚎啕大哭
心里也出现另一个想法
内心告诉自己，我不能让爸爸失望
他为了让我有机会上大学
不顾一切， 不求回报地付出
也在我背后不断地支持我，鼓励我
这就是我给他的回报
我真的过份!
我很讨厌自己!
很恨自己!
爸爸对我的期望最高
但我却是让他最失望的孩子
对不起！:'(

一波接一波

上个拜五是我的生日

今天的生日充满惊喜

首先，很感谢我亲爱的同学们
前一天在唱K的时候给我的意外惊喜

然后，星期五上完课后

我刚好转身，有人把灯关了

之后就看到shuyee手里捧着一个迷你蛋糕

往我的方向走来

我整个人顿时楞了一会儿

这两天朋友们给我的惊喜连连

我真的很感动，你们真的让我意想不到

再此向你们送上万分的感谢与祈祷 ^.^

当然不会忘了某某人

让我忘不了的主角

还很记得在我生日的前一晚和当天

弄我生气，还要是气到没话讲 ><

到了当天晚上, 我回到他的房间

推开门，看到那傻佬捧着蛋糕和唱生日歌给我听

又惊讶，又欢喜

真的很意外 ^^

21号，是他干姐的结婚晚宴

星期六早上一大早起身就忙到晚上

晚宴结束后回到就已经一点多

冲好凉准备睡觉的时候都已经两点多了

正准备睡觉的时候

靡靡听到他妈妈在叫他爸爸的声音

我站在门外听着

真的是他妈妈的声音

马上冲上楼看看，看到他妈妈一脸很痛苦的样子

马上飞车送她去医院

开始是在附近的诊所看

医生只是帮她打了支针，让她睡着了

他们不放心，又再飞车送她去专科医院

到了目的地，医生说不能做什么

因为她已经昏睡了

要等到她醒了才能做检查

这样来来回回，不知不觉都已经5点凌晨了

就到了星期日早上

就这样过了一个星期天

就这样，我的功课都没有动过

今天早上还睡过头了

去到学校，就想回家了

看到朋友，好像看到陌生人一样

感觉很奇怪

我瞬间有种被排斥的感觉

是不是因为我没有上网，没有和你们一起做功课的原因

你们就对我如此的冷淡

我不断告诉自己，不要乱想，使自己想太多了

到了最后，幸好 有朋友向前来关心我

开解我，我马上松了一口气

瞥气在心里真的很辛苦

他们让我知道，原来我还有你们

我并不是一个人

之后，心情好了很多

也恢复原来的我

可欣，继续加油吧！
不要轻易向恶势力低头！ 

Yeah~ XD

p/s: 谢谢宝贝和朋友们的祝福！ 开心~ ^^

孤枕难眠

你已经有两个晚上不在家睡了
昨晚我在医院陪你过夜
原来医院真的不好住
我昨晚还发了一个恶梦
惊醒后又继续做猪了
昨天晚上,你醒来上了几次厕所
我也跟着你醒来
看到你被病魔缠身的痛苦
我感到不好受
只能眼睁睁看着你躺在床上呻吟

明天又有考试
我还想再待在医院陪你

至少你不会那么寂寞

本来还以为你今天就可以出院了
怎知道,你的情况没有好转
没有办法,你只好乖乖留在医院啦
看你今天的脸色比昨天好多了
心里也能安心一些
宝贝,早点好起来吧
我和儿子们都在等着你回来呢
加油!
想你~ =D